"All memoirs about addiction written by those who have survived it are acts of service. Some of them are even written by real writers. The service in such instances is limned with a literary intent. This book is one of those. Reading Jason Yamas’s memoir of crystal meth addiction—and, yes, of hope, can itself be a redemptive act. But it is also in some odd, even troubling way, a pleasure which one realizes is what it feels like to be addicted."

—Kevin Sessums, Bestselling Author of Mississippi Sissy and I Left It On The Mountain

"TWEAKERWORLD is a profound examination of our worsening crystal meth crisis, its intersectionality with trauma and gay culture, and how one man fought to define—and love—himself amidst harrowing circumstances. At once heartbreaking and triumphant, Jason Yamas is unflinchingly brave with the lens he points at himself, addiction in its many forms, and the path to healing. From the first page to the last, I was inspired, humbled, and ever grateful for this gift of a memoir."

—Reema Zaman, Author of I Am Yours: A Shared Memoir

"There are few people brave enough to tell this story—and it’s one the world needs to hear—so what Jason Yamas has done with TWEAKERWORLD is both groundbreaking and important. He traces the forces that lead a person into the world of PnP, captures the horror that lies in the wait, and the pathway out... TWEAKERWORLD is a revelation."

—Patrick Strudwick, Journalist

"A vibrant, compelling memoir about gay culture and addiction. Brutally honest and thrillingly told, TWEAKERWORLD shines a light on the dark places shame can lead us and demands we do not turn away. It is only through looking at them that we find a way out."

—Jack Parlett, Author of Fire Island and The Poetics of Cruising

"Jason is an incredibly talented author who is able to do the masterful: take a story so lived in in its specificities and somehow engineer it so that it feels universal. His is a story both painfully unique, yet one that is dripping with humanity."

—Evan Ross Katz, Writer

"TWEAKERWORLD is many things: a raw confession, a solemn reflection, and a beautifully written page-turner. This intensely candid memoir shines a light on an underrepresented queer community in crisis. With humor, tenderness, and pathos, Yamas explores the connective tissue between addiction, sexuality, trauma, family, and identity."

—Emma Koenig, Author of F*ck I’m in My Twenties and Moan: Anonymous Essays on Female Orgasm

"“If Gus Van Sant and Augusten Burroughs had a hot gay son that grew up to be a meth dealer, sex addict and general all-around lovable fuckup, this would be his story. And Jason Yamas tells it with heart and humor without taking out the perversity, insanity, despair and sweaty and erotic late night entanglements of living the PnP lifestyle to the extreme. Like the song that makes you cry in the middle of the dance floor, TWEAKERWORLD gets you hard and breaks your heart at the same time."

—John Krokidas, Director of Kill Your Darlings

"Some books are like doors to places so far removed from our experience that we might think they are other worlds: it may be tempting for anyone who has not experienced a crystal meth addiction to view this book this way. Yet this book insists, No, I am in your world, and here’s the truth of it: here is the haunted house of adult queerness, the magic-silly mirrors we have to look into trying to recognize ourselves amidst the epidemic of shame we’ve inherited from our cultures, and the perpetual, sometimes deadly consequences of trying to find our authentic selves in a world that’s so often either explicitly out to get us or casually indifferent to our survival, here is the truth of not knowing what things mean until we’re inside them. This is Yamas’s story of walking the line of survival and authenticity, grasping with insistent teeth at one of the core questions of queer life for those of us who grew up as the fodder for our culture’s moral panic: how can one bear so much shame and live?"

—R/B Mertz, Author of Burning Butch

"TWEAKERWORLD is a rollercoaster of a memoir: a thrilling and funny account of Yamas's takeover of the criminal underworld, as well as a heartfelt and forthright portrait of his—and his community's—struggle with addiction."

—Stephanie Feldman, Author of Saturnalia